2 Days

With 2 days left of this adventure I feel numb.
I cant wait, but I dont want to fail.
People can tell me that even if I dont recieve the answer I want I am set because of all the other positive options I have but its one thing to want something, its another to be wanted in return.

And in this case, all that matters is if they want me.

I thank you for joining me on this long journey.

I leave you today with the hope I have felt during these past 56 days, even though it has dwindled smaller and smaller as the days past, still (unchanged from the beginning of this journey)

I am scared
I am impatient
I am on edge
I am stressed
I am nervous
I am excited
I am jealous
I am anxious

I am waiting