2 Days

With 2 days left of this adventure I feel numb.
I cant wait, but I dont want to fail.
People can tell me that even if I dont recieve the answer I want I am set because of all the other positive options I have but its one thing to want something, its another to be wanted in return.

And in this case, all that matters is if they want me.

I thank you for joining me on this long journey.

I leave you today with the hope I have felt during these past 56 days, even though it has dwindled smaller and smaller as the days past, still (unchanged from the beginning of this journey)

I am scared
I am impatient
I am on edge
I am stressed
I am nervous
I am excited
I am jealous
I am anxious

I am waiting

10 dayss

We are officially counting on our fingers now! This is huge, its crazy how fast time blows by when you are focused on work and other things.
With the holidays around the corner I people have been posting videos about their traditions and such. Here in my family we have our traditions, one of which would be the christmas movies we watch. We are huge fans of Elf, in fact we recently watched it, as well as the classics such as Its a Wonderful Life (which we watch every christmas eve), Miracle on 34th Street and Its Christmas Charlie Brown, the list goes on and on.

This topic touches on another topic I posted already about going to the movies and how we, as human beings, have become accustomed to living a certain way due to how our parents raise us and our family dynamics. In an effort not to be repetitive I will end the discussion of family rituals here.

Ten days left until my heart us broken or I am rejoicing over the wonderful gift God has blessed me with. I cant predict on which side the news will be on, its a 50/50 chance and I am truly an awful guesser, however my hopes are high and I wish not to have my heart broken before Christmas comes. In all honesty, not even Christmas itself could cheer me up if I am denied my chance.

Here is a beautiful Video with all of the colors and artistic angles. I also love the song in the background, enjoy!

What Count Down?

                                                             12          

What is that number up there?

                          Just 10 plus 2
Wait?
            Isn't there some kind of, like, count down occurring on this random, miscelaneas blog? 

OH YES!!

There are only 12 more days to go until December 15!!!! The day  I have been waiting for since August!!!

We are near the home stretch! I can hardly breath, that is how anxious I feel. At times I think I might puke, its ridiculous.
                                               12, twelve, doce,  اثنا عشر

Let the panicking prolong